I almost posted something on Facebook to the effect of “I want a do-over.”
This wouldn’t have been referring to anything specific. Just a general blah sort of feeling.
Except, really, it’s not true. I’ve spent some time entertaining visions of What Could Have Been – what if I’d stayed in that town? What if I’d stayed in school? What if I hadn’t quit that job? What if? What if? What if? – but in the end, I get by knowing that things are the way they are supposed to be.